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You know, Fae. You and I, we are very much alike. So similar in our differences from other people, you more so than I. Yet, this bond we share is more than either of us ever had before the other came along, more than either of us will ever have after one of us passes away. Because I am only half a dragon, I will be the first to go. But that time is very far off yet.

Before you came, I had been alone many, many times. I am older than you, after all (but only by a little). There was the time when I lived with my parents still, a brief time - I cannot recall how many years have passed since then; I have long given up numbering my own years. I believe that it was a happy time, though a little sad, for we were to be separated soon and somehow we all knew it. I do not remember much aside from that. I cannot recall the faces of my mother and father, and I do not know which one of them gave me the dragon blood that flows within my veins.

It was some years after they had left me at Arcadia that I found out about this inheritance. At the time, it was not so very strange. You probably do not remember, Fae, but around that time, dragons lived in that oasis peacefully with humans. Not so very many, but probably more than any non-Arcadian human had ever seen gathered into one place at one time. Unless you were one of the Eight Generals, of course, and by that time most of them had passed away. (Now, the Eight Generals were something else that I did not learn about until the Archsage arrived. I find them fascinating. I will tell you all about them when you are a little older, Fae.)

After a while, the human villagers began to notice that five, then ten years made no difference in my appearance. To the dragons, of course, my rate of aging was not noticeably different from that of a normal human. You were always telling me how fast I was growing up, Fae, until Igrene's little girl was born. Then you knew what growing up fast was! How jealous you were - not in a mean way; there is no meanness in your heart at all, Fae - but you've been so tired of being such a tiny little girl, haven't you?

Many people have been born, have lived out their lives, and died between the time you were born and the age you are now. I wish they could have seen you grow up, Fae. You were the sweetest baby; everyone loved you. Your poor parents, they wandered the desert for so long looking for our village, and they could only persevere to the point where they reached the outskirts. The other dragons in the village began to die too, one by one, and now only those who had been the youngest of them back then are left. The elders say it is because the atmosphere has changed so much since the end of the Scouring. Now even those who were born as the new generations do not live as long as did the dragons of yore.

But we will still live for a long, long time, you and I. I have been alone so many times because I made friends easily and then lost them when they grew old and died. For me, these were the briefest flickers of time. Soon I became silent. I still loved the villagers; I shall always love them. Yet, I thought it was better if they did not become a part of me. It was too sad.

And after I had been thinking like this for a while, Fae, you happened.

It was the first time I had known anyone remotely close to my age for whom time also seemed to stand still. But many, many years passed, and I was able to watch you grow from a baby into a lovable little girl. And just because of that, because of you, I was finally able to be a little glad that I had inherited my parent's dragon blood, since it meant that of all the many friends you made, at least I was able to watch you as you grow up (even if, for you, it will only be a little while).

So no matter what happens, I will protect you, Fae. I will be with you for as long as I live.

And it will be a long, long time.
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Ummmm uhhhh make whatever you want out of this. I thought I had some deep and profound idea I was supposed to be getting across when I started this, really I did, but by the time I got to the end I realized that MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE. I wrote this off the top of my head, and the top of my head is extremely scattered and unorganized, so I'm terribly sorry if this makes absolutely no sense. It doesn't make much sense to me either! The premise was that Sophia's sort of talking to Fae while she's sleeping........ Or something. Doesn't sound much like game-Sophia, but I labor under the assumption that quiet people do a lot of talking inside their own heads.

I'm pretty sure I totally jacked up the timeline thing even while being utterly vague about it. That and I probably goofed on a lot of canon facts about Sophia and Fae and what I THINK was called Arcadia. Correct me if I'm wrong.

So yeah, I was cruising through some Japanese fanart sites (I found this seriously amazing FE watercolor artist [I'm such a fanart hunter it's not even funny]) and found this one that was positively glutted with pictures of Ray, Sophia, and RayxSophia. I've noticed that the Japanese FE fans are huge on this whole RayxSophia thing. That and JaffarxNino (though that's also an American FE fan thing so not really worth mentioning). And SaulxDorothy. Oh dear god. Saul has a MASSIVE fanbase amongst the Japanese crowd. There's Saul fanart coming out of every pore of tons of Japanese fanart sites. It seems like each site owner has their personal favorite pairing and character, whom they draw very well and very obsessively. Lilina, Clarine, Nino, and Serra, and Dorothy seem to be oddly popular. For some reason. And Eirika.


I do hope I wasn't actually trying to make a point anywhere up there, because if I was, it's been totally lost by now. I think I was trying to say that this was inspired by all the Sophia pictures that got lodged in my brain.

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~resistie:iconresistie: May 12, 2008, 7:41:38 PM
Wait, so is this a fanfic? ...okay. I totally didn't realize it was until I read the discription ^^; (why is your life a lie, by the way?)
This was really nice, I thought it was kind of touching that Fae envied a human (right?) for growing up fast and (presumably) didn't realize that this meant that the human would die faster, too. :(

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~OutOfTheOrange:iconOutOfTheOrange: May 12, 2008, 9:41:27 PM
Oh, I meant that I thought I had a totally deep and thoughtful point to make when I started this fic, but by the time I got to the end I realized I just....uh, didn't. I feel like it's almost one of those long, meandering, pointless, pseudo-meaningful livejournal rambles.

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~KitsuneInari:iconKitsuneInari: May 13, 2008, 7:26:02 AM
XD Saul, yeah he's always bought up when I'm talking about FE6 with friends~ I don't like him too much...his bird-like nose just pisses me off.

The Ray x Sophia thing, however, I've never heard of, at least where I was in Tokyo...but, hell, a lot of people are there XD so I suppose it doesn't make a difference knowing only like eight people.

Well anyway, hope you didn't run into anything too disturbing, as is what tends to happen~

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~P0W4H-L4D33:iconP0W4H-L4D33: May 21, 2008, 3:30:20 AM
OH WOW IT'S ONLY BEEN LIKE A WEEK AND I'M FINALLY READING THIS MAN I AM SO AWESOME

That was actually utterly adorable. Fae's support conversations were always wickedly cute, and her support with Sophia was always my favorite (well, actually, I'm Sophia and Fae biased in general). You really do have a good writing style-you really got into the quiet and caring, but slightly melancholic character of Sophia very well, and I found the third-person narration to be incredibly effect. Beautiful. Just beautiful.

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~OutOfTheOrange:iconOutOfTheOrange: May 21, 2008, 6:05:06 AM
Ah, thanks. I've always liked Sophia (even back when I first saw her in FE7 and had no idea who she is - try sending Farina into the ruins where you find her for ultimate lulz).

I love Fae, haha. I think my favorite support of hers is the one with Elffin.

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